i recently realise that there is nobody in my hp contact list that i can say i miss or i love.....

geez....nto in term of friendly miss la....

of cos i miss all my frens and family la....

i'm saying like the one lovey-dovey miss loh......

sien.....nobody i can have sweet smoochies....sweet talks......geez...

i really miss those days la..

what makes a person changes from a soft natured to such an ill-mannered person in just a split second?????

makes me really wonder...what happened?????

tell me what happen.......

 

 

for some reasons, i fell for you....

for some reasons, i found myself keep missing you.....

for some reasons, i can't belief myself.....

keep staring blank for no reasons......

 

for some reasons, i found you are charming.....

for some reasons, i need you by my side....

for some reasons, i yearn for your love....

of which i think i would never have.......

 

for some reasons, i never thought i'd ever needed you tad way....

for some reasons, i want you to hug me like you never hug anyone b4.....

for some reasons, i yearn to be in your arms.....

where i can feel warmth and love even in the coldest temperature......

 

for some reasons, i might say i love you.....

for some reasons, i want you to have my love......

for some reasons, i want to have your love as well.....

but do you feel the same as what i'm feeling right now?????

 

for some reasons, i think you're worth for me to try on....

for some reasons, i think i'll take the bet to try....

for some reasons, you're not as easy as I thought you would be.....

for me to be close, and understand you from within......

 

for some reasons, i'm feeling lost.....

for some reasons, i'm not sure if i could go on.....

for some reasons, i can't read what is on your mind.....

of what you want me to do next.....

 

for some reasons, i want to know wat to do....

for some reasons, i want you to tell me how....

for some reasons, i want to have a clear picture.....

of whether do you want me to hold on or just letting go?

 

for some reasons, i never thought this will be easy....

for some reasons, i'm getting discouraged.....

for some reasons, i'm getting tired......

to always try to please you as hard as i can....

 

for some reasons, i'm doubting myself....

for some reasons, i'm not sure i have the courage to go on....

for some reasons, i guess i need to think twice....

before i made my final decision......

 

for some reasons, i need to stop right now....i'm getting sleepy........

 

 

loved a song so much nowadays...Avril Lavigne's new song...."when you're gone"

this song makes me think of a lot of things...

well, here's the lyric of this lovely song....

 

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cried

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie, is made up on your side

 

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

 

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone, all the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you.......

 

I never felt this way before

Everything that I do, reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

 

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

 

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone, all the words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you.......

 

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were

Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe; I need to feel you here with me, yeah....

 

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone, all the words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you.......