only work for 3days this week....hahaah, public holiday on Thursday, and company shutdown on Friday.... gotta have a long rest before gambate work the next week.....cheng's gonna come back on wed...yay yay.....gonna go catch up wiz her on all stuff, and bombard her wiz all my news!!!
think gonna go club this weekend wiz her and pk....so needing to go club, be it me releasing my tension, or jus hanging out wiz frens.....i jus need to club....
clay's coming back this weekend as well...gonna go get myself a warm hug from him....he sure has the warmest hug among all of my frens.... all my problems would melt away with his hug....
they say, in this year, those who are born in the year of pig has the most luck of all in the love field.... which is the "tao hua yen" is good this year...
but i guess for me, it's a lil too much... surely, it's always good for a flower to be surrounded by bees, but it only do good if they are honey bees....if they were killer bees, better dun bother, where it done more harm than good......
u'll get stung so many times, it hurts, it hurts so bad you can't resist.....hurt u so much, geez
so gonna go buy myself an electric badminton....gonna smack each one of them DIE!!!! before they stung me AGAIN!!!!
GO TO HELL all these killer beez...
to hell with you.....

Honey beez....pls be gentle...this flower has gone through all the tornadoes and bad storms.... pls be gentle....

another nice song from Cassie...she's such a sultry and sexy girl...damn!!like her lips...
sexy song - " Me & You"...been loving this song since the 1st time heard it...and it's a very nice song to dance to....lol...
gonna go club tomorrow, with PK and YP.....
i know for some, club is not consider as a very healthy thing to do...but what to do? I love to dance...yeah, i love...superbly love to shake my booty and body to the music.... for some, going club is to go flirt wiz the opposite sex... for me, flirt is not in my top list....Dancing tops my list everytime.....
Should be needing you to understand that i'm going club is as i love to dance...it has got nth to do with any club flirts, or anything that makes me looks like a slut to you...
Don't even got the idea that girls who club is not a good girl...this is totally a wrong one... I am one, who you can take as example...
lol....
watched less movies nowadays....a lot of movies i haven't been watching..... but had finally watched 27 dresses and nim's island last 2 weeks....
the one that i really love is 27 dresses.....
my god!! this movie really captures my heart and it has gotten me deep....deep deep down inside....
well, the story of this movie is sort of like this....there's 1 young lady who has been bridesmaid 27 times, and she's been focusing on other ppl's feeling more than hers..... she try to make it happen for all her frens....and well, she's a very successful person as well...she works as a secretary to a very good looking and charming guy boss.... she falls for her boss for so long, it's like a norm for her to do the very best for him....she knows what is his favourite food, she sends his clothes to laundry.....she makes his breakfast, and yeah, she keeps her heart for him....and his boss never realise it...how irony huh..... this is like so real, guys....are they really stupid, or really am not aware of the love they have been getting? well, come back to the story..... she keeps her heart for him...until this guy shows up...he's a writer for the "commitment section"...of which has the weddings stories, weddings vow...of which this girl loves...she has been reading this section since she was duno when, and this guy is her favourite writer of whom she look up upon to. And she don't know that this new guy is him.....
many things happen, and soon, she's falling for this new guy without her knowing it...and this new guy too...has fall for her totally.....
she denies her heart falling for him, as she thought that she has all this while loved her boss....while her boss fall for her younger sister(irony rite?)......
hmmm..and she, being the perfect bridesmaid always....wreck the marriage of her sister and her boss, by splitting her sister's real character on the night of the wedding, and her boss pull off the wedding.....
she and her boss kissed in one time, and she realised she didn't love him the way she did....with only 1 kiss, feelings and doubts are cleared...and she realised that she has fallen for that new guy.....
and ran to find him, and express the way she suppose to be..... and they end up together.....

hmmm....love's so ironic isn't it..... love aches, but it is love that heals the heart..... and we dun choose to fall in love, you just fall.... there's no reason for love, love is blind.... to love unconditionally, one has to be sincere and true.... to love and to be loved, is the most happiest quote i can't deny....
love is a very beautiful feeling, but becos of love too we experience pain and hurt.....
ok...enuf on the lovey-dovey thingy..... here,below....the lyrics of the beautiful sexy song.... "Me & You"......


I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all
I've been so busy, but I've been thinking about what I wanna do with you

I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know you're the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
Now, it's me and you

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it

I was waiting for you to tell me you were ready
I know what to do, if only you would let me
As long as you're cool with it, I'll treat you right
Here is where you wanna be

I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know you're the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
And now, it's me and you

It's me and you now (Baby, it's me and you)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Thinking bout making that move)
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now (Uh-huh)
I've been waiting (Hey)
Think I wanna make that move, now (Wanna make a move)
Baby, tell me how you like it (Yea)

Baby, I'll love you all the way down
Get cha right where you like it, I promise you'll like it (I swear)
Just relax and let me make that move (It's our secret thang)
Keep it between me and you

It's me and you, now (Oh Yea-a)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Move now)
Baby, tell me if you like (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now (Yea)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Gonna make a move now)
Baby, tell me how you like it
It's me and you

Baby ill love you all the way down
Get you just where you like
I promise you'll like it(i swear)
Just relax and let me make a move(it's now secret)

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it
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today is a birthday of a fren of mine....me and another 2 frens of mine, YF & Janet, we did something that was a surprise for this bday fren......ahhahahaha
spent hours waiting for the clock to strike 12, at the gurney place - winter's warmer.... had a nice superb drink....erm, forgot wat it's called... something mixed fruit cocktail... very nice, suits me, as i liked fruits a lot...a lot...
and we chit chatted a lot, throughout the nite....since i've been so long din catch up wiz yf, she has changed to another working place....she was a lil behind of my life's stories...and so do me for hers...lol
so we did really had a good talk...talk bout work, bitchy colleagues who talks bad bout others...life, guys in and out our life....interests, be it books or food...
talk bout bitchy colleagues...damn, she's so bitchy.....had i stepped on her tail or wat? i duno, but obviously i have something that she doesn't..else don bother go bitch stuff bout me la...geez......pls work professionally, girl...
guys, for one....am not saying much, not the species that i am going to understand my whole life...complicated ones, and trying to understand them abit, is hard....
who says girls are hard to understand? i think guys are far more difficult......
so there we are ...yapping....yapping...yap all the way to midnite, and we gave our bday fren a call...
and half hour later, we showed up at his home...wiz him coming back from outside as well....duno who's he's celebrating wiz..hope that we did not mess up you celebrating wiz someone special lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....keke
and so there we are, standing outside his house....wiz a lot of stray dogs running about...talk bout stray dogs, makes my bones chill....lol...
oh, so there we are, standing outside his house, wiz a small ice-cream cake...we sang a bday song for him, and he makes wishes....and blew the candles....and cut the cake, and eat the cake...ahahahahah...end of story...
but this fella makes a bday wish that me myself are not believing as well...hahahah...
wishes are for keeping, and keeping is what i am going to do...
not gonna spill it here...... anyway, BS, happy birthday to you again.... enjoy your day while it last today...and may all your wishes come true......
all the best in your future undertakings, and gambate.....

heard a song yesterday on my way to work, heard of it before....quite nice, but never actually go listen to the lyrics....
i'm kinda weird, when listening to songs, i will like a song for it's lyrics....song below, it's very nice.... sung by cassie, title is "is it u"
fall in love for this song immediately.....should go search for this song, and hear it...

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

am a little sick today, keep coughing and started to feel getting a fever...should be cos of went to club yesterday la...
went wiz soon hau and sin yong, only the 3 of us...geng leh...hahahaah
had some disappointments yesterday, and drink quite a few...not drunk, still sober...i had enough of the nights getting drunk and vomit....i do not want to be a drunkie...
yesterday is a nite of me getting all the answers that i have been pondering of. Been in a lost, and now since that i have known it, i rather to be in the lost....of not asking, and of not knowing...
when u are in a lost, you are eager to know of the answer....but sometimes to be in the lost, is good sometimes....should it be only wasting ur time, and will spend the day thinking of it...but u won't hurt...
once u know, it hurts.... and to get out of this hurt, it takes time....

sometimes i do wonder, is it me? should i be changing the way i look into a person? Should i be trusting them less? Should i be more selfish? the fact that i have always be thoughtful, is not doing me any good....or have i been thoughtful??? i duno...have been in doubt since i have been bombarded wiz a lot of fake signals...

i guess it's a weakness of myself that i need to overcome...i trust easily, and i fall easily....sometimes it got me think, am i really not worth of any love? why is it tad every time i will fall for the wrong guy in the wrong time?
i rmb you had this quotation in you, love can't be measured by time....and yet, now u are telling me that the other way round...
nvm...i get it..once i fall, i fall hard...
you go on wiz ur way, and suprisingly, i am seeking for some other chances....i dont think this should hold me...i will wait...