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March 30 weird dreams.....and i miss uhad a very weird dream yesterday again....i dreamt of my passed away
granny...nothing special in particular...but one leads to another, and
somehow the dream brings me into another one...i dreamt i was
pregnant...LOL.... and guess who's the daddy??? erm..he's not someone popular..not an artist, he's jus someone who is of high position in my company... kakakaka.....so so very funny.... but damn, the feeling of carrying the baby while pregnant...is not an easy game...though it's only a dream, but it felt real.... mau jalan pun susah...haha.... but the motherly feeling is great...carrying a baby inside, someone who is small, breathing, kicking...and of cos sleeping inside... it's jus so sweet...ahhaahha... been watching a lot of babies lately, i guess....gila liao but they are jus simply loveable....... it's monday again tomorrow...can't belief so fast time is passing by...and it's the whole new week to start with....lately, been thinking of someone a lot... can't actually believe that i am actually beginning to miss him....duno whether he's aware or not, i'm not sure... been receiving some mixed signal lately, duno what he has in his mind....not able to read signal... erm, i can say that i'm a bit of not the same as other girls...i dare to express, i prance on chances than letting it slip away.... you've been warm at the start....but y now chill out? or should i have been receiving wrong signals??? or is it me that have been clapping one sided? u're one of the kind that is hard for me to read ur mind.... i guess here i'm expressing myself...that i have begin to like u a lil....but why of the mixed signals?? i dun really understand.... if u're playing hard to get...pls...grow up.... same thing i'm gonna say here....it's either come in, or back off..... i do not want to waste myself hurting at the end....... today's quote - appreciate those around you, for you might lose them when you least expected..... March 29 is it me or is it u?i had a weird dream last night...it's such complicated that i dun kinda remember it...what i knew is that it involves a lot of ppl, if i'm not mistaken....it's like a year end school trip wiz whole lot of frens... and that whole bunch of frens, wow!!! really a lot....it has cheng, pk, clay and the gang, peter, sin ying and my secondary sch gangs, my working collegues, my new frens....it's like my whole world's inside.... and we're heading to a place sort of like an island...hahahaah... yep, island....and we had so much fun til it comes to nite...evrything's got creepy, and everybody turn into something they are not... not physically change, but like characteristically and emotionally.... everybody turn so mean, and start cursing, start scolding here and there...only to me...me alone... wa....so so so mean....then, someone came to my aid...bring me outta there...and go to somewhere i dun even know where is it... lol... and started to calm me down....awwwww....so warm..but too bad, mom woke me up without me having a chance to look at his face!!! hahahhah now back to the reality world, it's saturday again....time's passing real fast...can't belief i'm already 25...geez...5 more years to go and I'm 30. have i achieve my goals? some yes, and most of them no....hmmm.... and.....been missing the warm feeling tad i had......sometimes it really got me think...is it me or is it u? a quote to share today “To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.” - Helen Rowland March 01 it's friday 02/29...happens once every 4 years!!!it's friday today, and normally i have a good mood for fridays....today's not bad...started mine with a smile... :> on my way to work, i love to hear to radio...be it Hitz or Mix or Fly... i will tune to each channel to find for nice songs that's gonna soothe my day.... came across today's fly fm's "he says, she says"..today's topic quite interesting though.... it says ---- funny men are way lot sexier... there goes the debate... :P this has got me think...and think..and think... would i prefer a hot, charming, gorgeous guy but with a dead personality or a down to earth, next door guy who has a great personality and humor? everybody would go for looks at the 1st impression....who doesn't? who can deny it? no one... but at the end, what makes a girl or a guy stay with you to either be frens with or to be in serious relationship are personality and character.... personally, i do not want to go out wiz hot hunk, but boring and dead date.... do nothing but enjoys being googled by the girls he passed by... surely he enjoys the attention...and he'll forgets that he's in a date! lol.... this kinda date wont last long...flirts...crushes...lusts.... nah, they dun last... for me, i prefer guys who can make me laugh and smile, with and without their presence... stuff that he do, and reminds me of him, makes me smirk...this is the kinda feel tad i would like... someone tad is sincere..and loves me for who i am...i guess this is basically what a girl needs in each relationship.... better than jerks who only thinks how to have fun, and immature... and, from fly fm...from the last that i've heard...the programme " wake up your brain" has gone up to like >RM7500!!! waseh... the question is "what does 29% of household does not have?" hmm...crack the whole head out also i cannot think of one.. hmmmm...if i can get this $$...waseh, fat tatt loh...ahhahaaahaha dreaming again....  today's work is ok ok la... a lot of meetings and trainings... oh yeah, celine's has given birth to a healthy baby boy... 02282008 what a nice birthdate.... heheheheeh so gonna go visit her and the baby... tak boleh tahan...sure very very cute wan... so so so super love babies... lol.... kla...late ade...wan go sleep... cheng cheng & kei kei... miss u la..faster come back...leave me alone here..not good la....haih... anyway, miss all of you in kl... hugs and kisses... if your heart's not in it....a fren reminded me of a song i used to like a lot during the secondary times... a very very romantic song it is, whenever i heard of it, i become quite down, and feel the need to be in someone's arms..... this is a song sung by westlife, the very beautiful voices, talented singers.... "if your heart's not in it"..... it's a very nice song..too bad, i duno how to embed videos here...must go learn liao...stupid..... it's actually about a guy who is singing to his gf... tad he felt even though she is by his side, he cannot feel the warmth of her existance... and that to ask her to jus go on her life, dun mislead him if she has not got her heart in the relationship already... true though....in each relationship, it's useless to hold on and carry on the relationship if love's fading... here, have the lyrics... IF YOUR HEART'S NOT IN IT I'm missing you Girl even though you're right here by my side Cause lately it seems The distance between us is growing too wide I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over The last thing that I wanna hear But if your heart's not in it for real Please don't try to fake what you don't feel If love's already gone It's not fair to lead me on Cause I would give the whole world for you Anything you ask of me I'd do But I won't ask you to stay I'd rather walk away If your heart's not in it You say that you love me But baby sometimes You're just saying the words If you've got somethin' to tell me Don't keep it inside Let it be heard I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over Girl I'll make it easy for you But if your heart's not in it for real Please don't try to fake what you don't feel If love's already gone It's not fair to lead me on Cause I would give the whole world for you Anything you ask of me I'd do But I won't ask you to stay I'd rather walk away If your heart's not in it How I wish I could take us back in time But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do To stop me losin' you) I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it) But if your heart's not in it for real Please don't try to fake what you don't feel If love's already gone It's not fair to lead me on Cause I would give the whole world for you Anything you ask of me I'd do But I won't ask you to stay I'd rather walk away If your heart's not in it |
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