a fren asked me today....questions pertaining relationship....on how we girls would act or feel or think on a very simple thing...

and i had gave him a very common answer, on how a girl would act....based on what i would act on.....

this then leads me to think on a question that  have been lingering in my mind for years.....

 

 

by the name of it makes me shudder....i've neber experienced it before, but i guess it should be hard....both party has to be trustful of each other, and there must have commitment from both party...

shud have a certain level of confidence on each partner...

let me list down wat exactly will be needed to make a long distance relationship work...

- trust

- confidence

- commitment

- love(for sure, if not, why bother?)

- $$ (for all the phone calls, and travel to meet each other up)

- faith

- trust

- trust

- trust

wat else? i really can't think of another thing....oh ya...

- prayers to make this relationship work......

 

open for discussion, welcome all opinion and we'll see how long the list could go.......

 

 

 

 

 

 

have the title yesterday, today the lyrics.....totally crazy for this song....keep repeating...hahahaha

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

heard this new song from Rihanna and Ne Yo.... Hate That I Love you.....

man, i love this song.....wow, it's few songs in a row that i love from Rihanna......gonna dl this song, and put it to my hp...hahahaha

suddenly thought of writing a simple poem.....

here it goes below.....

 

 

never knew someone this wonderful......

never knew that i could have someone this lovely.....

never imagine if this could last long......

never ever had i thought.......

 

it's such a coincidence....

it's such a fate...

can i say it's lovely that i've finally meet you....

can i have the same confession from you?

 

only knew you not long ago.....

and felt i should have met you years ago.....

is this fate?

is this really fate?

 

the warmth of ur hugs and kisses......

it's like how warm i am under a cozy blanket...

it's like i'm in a dream comes true.....

if i had met you any earlier....

 

if i had met you any earlier,

i can never imagine how are we like now....

could we have the same ending?

or we could be like a total stranger?

 

i need to have confession from you....

confessions deep inside.....

let me know deep inside....

to secure my heart's allocation......

 

 

played wiz a neighbour's puppy yesterday, kept biting me...small bites though.....i guess she was going through her teeth changing phase kua..tad's why she's getting itchy, needs to bite stuff.....

but small bites gradually turn into more serious bites...nearly hurt my finger....pain wei...

so i stopped playing wiz her ade.... ahhahaha

end up, my finger hurt whole day, no punctured holes....just hurt....

i love puppies.....but too bad, mom don wan one.....so, have to keep my favourites aside.....

 

it's saturday...and eventhough i wanted to sleep late, but i have to wake up early, bring mom to market....

so wake up early early morning, be guai guai girl, and go market wiz mommy.....this is a norm i have been doing eversince duno when, lol....

mom is getting cute and cuter by everyday...this is what i have been telling others and myself lately....

could this be the lame reason i'm coaxing myself? it could be....

i'm seeing mom aging...and she's aging fast.....eversince from her snatch theft case, and practically have her head knocked to the floor, she's been slower than usual...

her daily life could sometimes seen normal, but sometimes, it's not....been observing her for quite some time, and i'm afraid the time soon will come...

she's only going to be 60 next year, but she gives me a feel she's like my granma in the past days....

movements are slower than usual, her hands are shaking, or can i say trembling....i begin to feel like she has become a small child once again...

i remember once when me, sis and mom are on our way to a shopping complex, and i had to drop sis to ATM to withdraw $$. Mom is sitting at the passenger seat at the back, and something i did reminds me of how mom is doing when i am still a kid...

remember when travelling, parents usually gave cookies, or something to eat or play for the kids to play with or full up the stomachs so that they won't get anxious back at the car...i actually gave mom some cookies i bought and she quitely ate the cookies throughout our journey to our destination.....

she becomes quiet nowadays, don't like to talk much...and most of the time, spents day at home watching TV......eventhough she don't understand the movies she's watching.....

oh, yeah..i took her to watch the chinese movie - the magic gourd......

and she enjoys them...this is why i'm saying that she is beginning to become more and more like a child....everynite, without our presence, she can't go to sleep....maybe it's a sense of security she has when we are wiz her....

bro came back from uni holiday previous weeks, and even bro told me tad mom is aging fast....! and he's worried...

gee....i'm saying like i'm not worried at all...but in fact, i do....just tad i need to be stronger and tougher, be a standing wall for everyone in case anything happens...

geez......

frens are saying i'm not myself lately, and do i really? sorry is what i can express, as now is the time that i need to set my priorities straight....

lastly, i'm missing evrybody.....